It’s out there and I KNOW it.
It’s JUST over the edge.
I can almost smell it, ALMOST touch it and taste it. It’s RIGHT there.
I reach and reach and reach, my insides restless knowing that it’s around the corner waiting for me to grab hold with a tenacity that would make an adult, fighting pit bull look like a newborn kitten.
There’s just one problem…
Ever been like that? You feel it in your guts that SOMETHING is there and you must have it but you just haven’t a clue what it is you’re looking for. I’ve been restless for days. Maybe even a few weeks searching for a facet of the King that I have yet to see. I don’t know what it is, but there’s a SOMETHING about Him that I’m so hungry to know it brings me to tears with fear and trembling. How much sense does that make?
Something’s going on, something’s happening, something’s coming…
Doesn’t feel scary, it feels immense and beautifully intense. Feels like brilliant light and Truth.
Is He going to speak?
Will He suddenly reveal?
Will it jump out of the Word like a sprout from a seed?
Will it overwhelm like the blessing that chases us down?
Will I hear it in a teaching? In a song?
Will I see it in the open windows of a sparkling soul?
Is it just me? Is it everyone?
Don’t know what I’m anxious for. What’s stirred my world so violently? What’s drawing me in like the great storm’s wind and building this inexplicable, propetual pressure sending my spirit soaring into new and unknown territory?
I’m being set up for an encounter with the Most Holy and I don’t know what I’ll discover when I get there but I HAVE to go.